[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
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I took a pill
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I went to sleep for the first time in weeks
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You kept me up
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With all your manic energy
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I had to go
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I put it out just like a cigarette
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I'd never be a girl
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You'd like or trust or you'd respect
[Chorus]
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When I think about it I wanna punch the wall
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When I remember everything I wonder
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If I'll always feel small...
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[Verse 2]
F
You look for me
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In the broken glass and styrofoam
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Painting yourself
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As a sufferer, a stepping stone
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You work real hard
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To herd your friends into a gallery
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Narcissistic injury
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Disguised as masterpiece
[Chorus]
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I just wanna run, yeah, I don't wanna fight
C A#
I just want to sing my songs
F
And sleep through the night
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[Verse 3]
F
I endured your criticism
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Self-loathing and all your doubt
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I held you up above myself
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Trying to ride it out
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I got lost in your rendition of reality
F
All my offering
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Rendered boring hyperbole
[Chorus]
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I couldn't see the sun from there, just a beam
C A#
I thought it would never come out, yeah
C A#
I couldn't see the sun from there, just a beam
C A#
I thought it would never come out, yeah
F
I had to leave
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