Key : F
[Intro]
G Bm A
[Verse 1]
G Bm
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
A A
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
G Bm
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
A A
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
[Pre-Chorus]
G Bm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
A A
How did you know? How could you tell?
G Bm A N.c.
Ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
G Bm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
A A
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
G Bm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
A N.C.
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Verse 2]
G Bm
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
A A
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
G Bm
Who knew that wanting someonе could ever make mе this desperate
A A
Don't think I'll do that again, no
[Pre-Chorus]
G Bm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
A A
How did you know? How could you tell?
G Bm A N.c.
You ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
G Bm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
A A
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
G Bm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
A N.c.
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Bridge]
Em G
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
Bm D
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Em G
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Bm D
God damn I felt it, I really felt it
Em G
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
Bm D
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Em G
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
Bm A
But damn I felt it
[Outro]
G* Bm*
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
A*
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
G* Bm*
A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick
A* N.c.
How could you blame me?