[Intro]
| D | D |
[Verse 1]
D G A
My double vision is only amplifying everything he isn't
D G A
Till I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
D G A D G
It's no one's fault it's just my terrible condition
G A
And I've been thinking that
D G A D
If I move out this year I'll feel my parents slipping away
G A
And also I'm just scared of that commitment
D G A D G
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
[Chorus]
D Bm7
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
Em7
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
D Bm7
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
Em7
I'd be someone no one knows
A
I guess I'm just difficult
[Verse 2]
D
To name this feeling
G
Would take a hundred thousand years
A
some kind of grieving
D G A
But over what I never had so I've been speaking
D G A D G
To my therapist, I called her every weekend
G A
I meant to tell you
D G A
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
D G A
Cause you were everything to me where did you run to
D G A D G
Was it something that I said that colored you blue
[Chorus]
D Bm7
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
Em7
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
D Bm7
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
Em7
I'd be someone no one knows
A
I guess I'm just difficult
[Post-Chorus]
A D G
Difficult
A D G
I'm difficult
[Verse 3]
A
I've been drinking
D G A
And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
D G A
I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
D G A D G
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
[Chorus]
D Bm7
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
Em7
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
D Bm7
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
Em7
I'd be someone no one knows
A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
D Bm7
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
Em7
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
D Bm7
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
Em7
I'd be someone no one knows
A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
