Key : A
[Intro]
A F#m A F#m
[Verse]
A
I’m trying
A F#m
But still I close my eyes
A
The dreaming
A F#m
Bringing his face to mine
A
Lock the door
A
The constant buzzing
A F#m
All through the night
A F#m
The fighting, Rips me all up inside
D
On the floor
D
I pace, I run my mouth
A
I pray and wait
A D
I cross out his name on the page
[Chorus]
D E D
D(How long ’til) this washes away?
D E D
(How long ’til) my body is safe?
D E D
(How long ’til) I walk in the light?
D E A
(How long ’til) this heart isn’t mine?
[Verse]
A
The rise and fall
A F#m
Of his chest on me
A
I’m trying
F#m
But still it’s all I see
A F#m
The violent, Current of energy
A F#m
I hide it, Away and underneath
D
Lock the door
D A
I shake, I promise everyday
A
To change
A D
I cross out his name on the page
[Chorus]
D E D
D(How long ’til) this washes away?
D E D
(How long ’til) my body is safe?
D E D
(How long ’til) I walk in the light?
D E D
(How long ’til) this heart isn’t mine?
D A
Take this wildness away
F#m D A F#m D
A
I’m trying
F#m
But still I close my eyes
A
The dreaming
F#m
Bringing his face to mine
D
Out the door
D
I pace, I run my mouth
A
I pray to change
A D
I cross out his name on the page
[Chorus]
D E D
D(How long ’til) this washes away?
D E D
(How long ’til) my body is safe?
D E D
(How long ’til) this heart isn’t mine?
[Outro]
D E
I just want him in my arms
A F#m D E A
D E
I just want him in my arms
A F#m D E