[Verse 1]
D
I feel conflicted, but it's excitement
Bm7 D
Maybe I'm nervous, mostly, I like it
Gmaj7
It's like the house light I keep unlit
D Bm7 D
Last box in the basement, I've got a secret
Gmaj7
I've got a secret under the carpet
Bm7 D
I can't remember in which compartment
Gmaj7
The mind holds memories of days we've missed
A
I miss being certain, certainly I miss
[Chorus]
D Gmaj7
Fallin' for the afterthought
A
Of feelin' what I want
D Gmaj7
I want to feel everything
A D Gmaj7
But when I do, it makes me question if I'm falling wrong
A
Don't wanna break something
D Gmaj7 Bm7
And people say it can belong as long as it's unseen
A Gmaj7
[Verse 2]
D
I feel uneasy, internal conflict
Bm7 D
My head and my heart try to rephrase the argument
D Gmaj7
As "You didn't feel that", now I feel gaslit
A
Torch my emotions, please change the subject
[Chorus]
D Gmaj7
Fallin' for the afterthought
A
Of feelin' what I want
D Gmaj7
I want to feel everything
A D Gmaj7
But when I do, it makes me question if I'm falling wrong
A
Don't wanna break something
D Gmaj7 Bm7
And people say it can belong as long as it's unseen
A Gmaj7
[Verse 3]
D
I feel confused by what I'm ashamed for
D Bm D
I feel ashamed by my human nature
Gmaj7
Choose to adapt new outward behavior
A
To feel accepted, people are built for
[Bridge]
D Gmaj7
Actin' like there's nothing wrong
A
So they can just move on
D Gmaj7
Sometimes I just wanna
A D Gmaj7
But if I did, it'd make you question if I'm worthy of
A D Gmaj7
Feeling love, it's funny how we get along
Gmaj7
Just as long as I'm quiet
[Outro]
Bm A Gmaj7
Gmaj7 Bm A Gmaj7 x4
Bm A Gmaj7
