Still Lyrics

I don't know how to feel things small
It's a tidal wave or nothing at all
I can't believe in heaven now
It's been hell on Earth for a second

Okay, you win, I'll end my life
Drive to the bridge just to overthink it
I'll never jump, it's a crutch of mine
Drive to the bridge just to stand there thinking

My life stands still

I need someone who can relate
'Cause I lost myself to a dream I had
And I'd never give it all away
But I miss feeling like a person

'Cause I read those things people have to say
They make me feel like I'm not a person
White little pills take it all away
Drive to the bridge just to stop the thinking

And I can't stand still

Keep thinking 'bout how to fix my life
I think that "when" is the bigger question
'Cause I don't know how I'll feel tonight
Might make an impulsive decision

I cut a piece out of my thigh
Felt my heart go skydiving
It got me high for a little while
I still don't know what I was thinking

I did it still
Yeah, I did it still