No, no-no, no-no, no-no, no
She was the one, I had my reasons
She gave me somethin', somethin' to believe in
Sleepless at night, it's quarter to three
I'm having cold, cold sweats, I need some relief
She was my one drug, show up when I'm low
She got me out of time, I hate feelin' outta control
She was my first love, I can't let her go
She was my very own caramel Marilyn Monroe
I close my eyes and I dream
Saw what I wanted to see
I remember back when lifе was a blur (when life was a blur)
I forced mysеlf to believe
That she was perfect for me
I fell in love with the idea of her (I fell in love with the idea of her)
I fell in love with the idea of her (oh-oh, oh-oh)
Lied to myself, ignored all the warnings
I knew what it was, but I cannot love the girl she's becoming
Now that I've realized, I wasn't ready for it (ready)
I take the blame, I tried to change the person she was
I close my eyes and I dream
Saw what I wanted to see
I remember back when life was a blur (when life was a blur)
I forced myself to believe
That she was perfect for me
I fell in love with the idea of her (I fell in love with the idea of her)
I fell in love with the idea of her (oh-oh, oh-oh)
I fell in love, I fell in love (oh-oh, oh-oh)
Ooh, ooh, I fell in love with the idea of her (oh-oh, oh-oh)
I close my eyes and I dream
Saw what I wanted to see
I remember back when life was a blur
I forced myself to believe
That she was perfect for me
I fell in love with the idea of her
No-no, no-no, no
I fell in love with the idea of her (oh-oh, oh-oh)