I'll visit my family to give muscle memory a break
Cause I've been learning since I was a baby to take on their pain
I'll visit my family in living rooms that don't get cold
Cause blankets and body heat can't be compared when it took you a week to grow old
Love can be understood
I'm sick of attachments I recently learned
I can't relax and I'm scared of myself
Scared for my health
Tell me you'll take me back home
Old friends are precious
But once, all your old friends were new
It takes years of tense shoulders
When growing a person into something that you're used to
I'm sick of the feeling
That nothing will ever standstill
I wish I could stop
Love can be understood
I'm sick of attachments I recently learned
I can't relax and I'm scared of myself
Scared for my health
Tell me you'll take me back home
When I get sad I go back to my grandmother's house
And I picture my mother putting on her wedding dress
Posing beside the same couch that I am lying on
It helps to remember I took generations to make
Love can be understood
I'm sick of attachments I recently learned
I can't relax and I'm scared of myself
Scared for my health
Tell me you'll take me back home
Love can be understood
I'm sick of attachments I recently learned
I can't relax and I'm scared of myself
Scared for my health
Tell me you'll take me back home